Reading or work behaviour

For long time I am not interested to work. When Ever I start any work my interest shifts to other work. This type of behaviour is persisting for three to four years. Because of this I am loosing my career. Still I am not changing. What is reason behind? this is looking like unsolvable question..

Religious books
I tried to take help of religious books, but as always when I start reading religious book, my interest shifts again. So, I started thinking deeply why interest is shifting. I started analyzing my thinking itself.

Analyzing my thinking
I am reading books or doing any work hurrily to finish it off as soon as possible. In this flow I am going on reading book till I feel tired or My opinions clash with authors opinion or my feelings are hearted with the facts in the book or facts are distrubing me.

Conclusions of behaviour
I can conclude following points on my reading behaviour

• I am taking the things personally
• anxiety very high in me
• I am tiring too early

Out of this I can say the reasons behind this behaviour

• I am greedy as I am not patient
• My physical strength is not enough

Solution

• Increase the stamina
• Eliminate connection to your feelings while reading or working but do it full concentration and interest